Random Anxiety

Last night I awoke around 1 A.M. or maybe earlier. I couldn't fall back asleep. It was awful. I tried all my usual tricks, for nothing. I stopped looking at the clock because that just makes me so anxious I can't relax. After awhile I couldn't help it and I looked. 3:45. Jeez. I have to get up in an hour. I think actually I did doze, on and off, but thought that it didn't feel like it because I was dreaming those very real dreams that don't feel like you're sleeping at all?

So I woke for the day at 5:40 this morning. And now that I think of it, I don't remember if the alarm even went off - impressive that I woke up when I did.

Paul comes home tonight. I wonder if I will be awake. He says if everything goes well today, he should be home by 7. I've got a lot to do for our celebration on Saturday. The weather is looking ishy, which will be a shame. Maybe I'll take off a little early on Friday.

I'm grouchy today. I hope I can get out of this mood, before I say or do something that I'll wish I hadn't.

Here's hoping y'all have a good day and a wonderful weekend.

Peace