This morning I followed a school bus, and noticed the kids waiting at the stops, in all their trendy new school rags. There was a layer of mist on the country side and the corn fields are being cut. Pointed flocks of geese were slicing through the sky, honking their departure for the south. I felt the sadness. I once heard a dialogue on a show that went something like this:
character #1: What is the meaning of death, why do people die?
character #2: To give meaning to life, to make life important.
I don't remember much, really. But that I remembered because it makes sense. This is what I tell myself as the summer fades into a new season. Reiterrating - I enjoy myself in the other seasons, and there are things about all of the seasons which I love. But saying goodbye to summer is like moving to Hawaii. I'm going to love living in Hawaii, but it's the blues I take with me.
Enough.
On the radio, the announcer was giving the time - "twelve minutes before seven". At that exact moment I noticed the road sign for Route 12. Nothing important, I'm not going to make anything about it except it was something I noticed. Maybe twelve is my lucky number today. Maybe I should say twelve nice things today. Maybe I should just move past this stupid thought.
I find myself wondering if a former coworker still reads this blog. My boss passed something interesting on to me a couple weeks ago that caused my eyebrows to raise. I wanted to tell him to be careful about accepting gossip as gospel, and there is always another version depending on who is doing the telling. Sounds to me as if someone is still trying to control things even when they're not employed here anymore. My boss loves to gossip. I've noticed that men are some of the worst gossips I've ever met.
In my small town, the men gather at Chucky's Mobile. They have their coffee and catch up on the 'news', (read 'gossip'). Paul says if he wants to know what happened yesterday to cause a road to be closed, he just goes there and gets coffee. Saturday mornings are the best for catching up. The place is a veritable conference room.
Yesterday I saw a minivan with a couple women in it driving through one of the neighborhoods I work in. There was a truck with a trailer stopped in the road, talking to someone on the side of the road, delaying the women's passage. The two women were in a mini fury, all complaining and gesturing. Within two or three minutes the truck pulled away, allowing them to move forward and onwards. As they drove away, I noticed their license plate - the same state that Harry lives in. That caused me to giggle as I remembered several complaints Harry has made about the general behaviors of the people in her home state. Hey Harry, the people are busting the boundaries and coming here! It's not safe anywhere!
My boy, who currently begs me for money, won't work at McDonalds. He's too good for the Golden Arches???!!!
And thats a wrap for today. Hope everybody is feeling good, or at least better, and you have at least one thing on your plate for this day that you're looking forward to...
Peace
6 comments:
Sorry about the transplants, Elf-so much for that 'southern hospitality'.
I know what you mean about the whole weekend thing. I start 'planning' on Monday morning usually. However, I nearly always change the plans and/or accomplish a small percentage of it. It used to really bother me and make me feel like we had wasted the time. I now most of the time feel fine about laying around weekends. In fact, I generally only do the dishes on the weekends. That's it for chores. If we have a social engagement (not very often) we only half the time follow through with it. The weekends are for us a time to do or not do whatever we want. It's funny, because my mom and sister were visiting us over the weekend and while we enjoyed their visit, we were glad they left early Monday morning. We therefore had all of Monday to be comfortable in our own home. I guess we are freaks like that...
Boy I'm talking a lot! I just miss you is all...
I'm intrigued by your sorrow over summer leaving. Have you felt that way everywhere you have lived or just in NE? I crave the Fall. Usually starting about July 7th. I just read that blog....what's it called? the one we both read on occasion in British Columbia? Anyways, she writes a few blogs that ring true with what you are feeling and also how I feel about the change of the seasons. She's like a bridge between us-how strange. Anyways, read 'newyears' and 'waiting for spring' posted Sept. 2nd and Aug. 28th respectively.
I'm glad you finished MTL. I never even bought it. I'm so lame. I just started on Monday The Number 1 Ladies' Detective Agency which I bought at the beginning of summer and am just now getting around to. I remember you said that you enjoyed it. I saw another book by him in the grocery store yesterday something about chocolate and coffee...If I like this one maybe I'll pick that one up or maybe there is a series. I don't know-so rambling here.
I hope gossipy people who have no life are not reading all of this...they might be bored.
Love you,
Heather
Oh! And what's with the picture of guy standing in front of Canadian flag?
Also-please buy a dozen donuts today and a lottery ticket-make that 12 of them!
Yes Elf, what is with the pic?
The men in my life i.e Dad and brothers are NOT gossips, they barely speak which is annoying as they are funny, intelligent and enjoyable when they do-a funny thing of late is now 2008 etiquette I guess, a baby shower includes husband, you give the couple a baby shower, much to the dismay of my brother!
But, hello to Gay Girl Paigey this news ROCKS. Finally someone will be there to have a beer and just "be" with...I hate chatter chatter. This is a VERY NARROW-SHALLOW perspective on straight women.I apologize. You Elf and Harry are interesting, fun, intelligent etc. so you guys are invited. But there is a list of the plastic girls as I call them who can't come!
I like the death idea and have heard it said, just a little differently. I know for some, if they knew they would go today ALL kinds of things would be VERY different...I suppose the theory is something like if something doesn't last forever you appreciate it more?
I still think that if everyday was 60 degrees, a slight breeze, ton of sunshine and twelve hours of that sunshine-I would still say, "Man what a nice friggin day!" But, maybe I would get bored? I am reminded of May West, her quote "Too much of a good thing is wonderful..."
What is this about too good for Mickey D's? My guess is those horrid uniforms. That is what discourages me contemplating it! In part I mean that...but I think at Sean's age that can do it. Too bad though, I imagine good benefits and growth toward managing a possibility?
Thanks for the thought-PAIGELESS
Thanks for the comments, guys. I love your (collective) thoughts on my writing.
OKAY. About the pic. Am sort of embarrassed to say. I can't see real well, and this pic looked like an elf directing a choir. Thus, elfsongs. If you squint up your eyes and make them all blurry, the leaf shape behind the guy's head looks like elf ears, and his little pointer stick looks like a conducting wand. Come on people, use your imagination :)
I SEE THE ELF!!!! giggling, giggling at you my darlin'
OMG!!!! THAT IS HILARIOUS!!! HARRY GET GLASSES, I SEE NO ELF SILLY...
THANKS BOTH OF YOU----
PT
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